well well well. it’s …been a while, hasn’t it? it’s crazy in these here parts.

• boyfriend lives several states away and we are working on remedying that
• feeling a little down re: above. ok, ALOT down. a little too much comfort eating and couch potato-ing on that tip.
• it’s my birthday this week. ick. i feel like i haven’t come fully back from the whole surgery thing of the year before. what does that mean? i am sooooo fat! well, not soooooo fat, but still about 30# heavier than i was last summer. and i have all the power to fix that, but i am just stressed and tense all the time. actually physically feeling ok, and running some again, but mostly blobulous.
• my poppa is sick. he has cancer. a kind of bad cancer. not sure how this is all going to go. he and my mamie live in indiana. i will be spending some time there this week. and probably as much time as i can over the next few months. its a real real tough one.