it’s embarrassing

but i started tivo-ing jon & kate plus 8 about 3 months ago, and was interested in seeing what was going to happen next after watching their bizarrely awkward finale of their last “season” (when they still actually spoke to each other face to face), but, for the record, i loved and still like watching the kids run around and say funny kid things to each other and the camera people. 

okay, he may be an underachieving, non-assertive tool (i know of an “unhappily” married person or two whom i would describe the same way?? absolutely), but honestly, i am watching this “big announcement” show and it only confirms what a self-centered, ego driven, obnoxious martyr that biotch is!!!!!! OMG!!!!

i had hoped NEVER to tweet and/or blog about the waste of airspace that their 15 minutes of fame is, but she is soooooooo RIDICULOUS on this “very special episode”. i mean, forget anything anyone else ever has ever done for the good of humankind anywhere EVER, because, by gum, that kate gosselin!! boy! how does she go on!!!!

she is obnoxious to every one else in the show in lieu of or in referring to the husband she is not speaking to and vice versa, and clearly she is the ONLY person ever to merely think of her children’s safety (on camera), she’s the only person who she says in regards to her impending divorce that she let herself have half a day to cry and sob and hyperventilate (wow. 10 years and your first love, she wants to SAY out loud that a half day and she must move on for the happiness of her family and PS she will struggle to go on and be there for her family no matter how she has to!!! ie on TV), i mean HOW DOES SHE LIVE????? probably the new playhouses, one for each kid, with thecrookedhouse.com stenciled on the front of each, with appropriate camera time might explain some of that. and kate saying80 million times how these product placement items are making memories her kids will recall sooooo many years from now (hey aiden? remember when we got those crooked playhouses the day our folks told the world they were getting divorce? yah! those were good times!)… oh, and their could probably be more “peace for the kids” although, yes, not as much money, had you perhaps even ended this debacle when hubby sat beside you on camera and and essentially said he didn’t want to do the show anymore. STOP TALKING OBNOXIOUS CONTROL FREAK LADY!!!!! andour new cleavage looks fabulous, btw. i do wonder why she didn’t televise that, or wasn’t that gratis? 

again, nobody knows what all happened there, maybe jon is a freaky wife beater and unrepentant compulsive gambler… and she seems truly obnoxious in about every way, but jesus, probably you could have actually stopped this trainwreck and/or  spoken the fuck up before now,  but man, this dude should just lie back and let her continue to display her inappropriate self centered-ness to the world. oh, and start the kids in therapy now. i mean they are paying for it, right? literally and figuratively… anyway, he seems at list in touch with his issues unlike the hopefully-for-him-soon-to-be-ex-missus.

but seriously dude, diamond earrings? seriously? next he will be getting highlights….

separated at birth?

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where i am right now

it seems good NOW

what seems best today, often…not so much in retrospect….

 

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 actually i dig the stainless steel. but every time i see the ubiquitous finish on every single decorating show, magazine, home, store…… even while i am admiring it, i am thinking “is stainless steel the avocado green of the “oughts”?”

 

and then i thought about how true my title is in regards to life, right? what are all those things you thought you loved, had to have had to do, go to, see, be with etc…. and what…. all avocado green frigidaires.

 

 

this one’s for all the zombies

so, i know there are zillions of folks that work nights regularly (the key phrase there would be REGULARLY), but i haven’t for a long long time. in fact, after i finished anesthesia school and got onto a more day time schedule (despite occasional call), i slept better and my frequent migraines all but disappeared.

i worked last night 7p-7a and will work this weekend nights as well. 3 lousy shifts. i get some unknown to me at the present amount of shift differentail and all that and we all have to do our share. but (in the words of our new president) let me be clear – I HATE WORKING NIGHTS.

i hate being up all night. i hate not being able to sleep during the day. i hate having a head ache and scratchy red eyes. i hate eating 3 times the amount i would normally eat in a 3 day period. i hate working – which i might just say here that i can function just fine – when i routinely lose the ability to articulate anything of meaning between the hours of 2am and 5am to another human being without visual aides and a round of charades.  i hate wandering round the house after not being able to get comfortable and not being able to pay much attention to anything. and i hate that it will screw up my very sad sleep schedule for the next month and half.

glass half full, anyone?

me in the morning